i will one day miss these days

daddy has been out of town for five days. ..which i can post now that he will be home... courtney and i always have had the agreement that when daddy works late or is out of town she can sleep in our bed. as i laid down last night and looked over...i realized that i will one day miss this view. i pray...literally...that we will always be close enough that she will come lay in bed with me when daddy is away or her husband is away. it may sound silly or even weird but it's my baby girl and these are some of my favorite times. the "i love you mommy" whisper as she rolls over. the times she puts her arm over me as she sleeps. and even the not so gentle kicks in the middle of the night. i will one day miss these days.